why is life

Why are things so damn real I wish I didn’t feel Why am I here I wish I could heal I wish I could stop these thoughts in my head All these different ways that I could be dead But that being said I wish I could go ahead With that being said I should go and take my meds I’m fed up, bitch what is my mind Let up, give me a quiet time Give up, okay please let me die Fuck up, Ive already ruined my life Life is so heartbreaking, so much suffering, so much pain Animals always aching, what’s the world their in, so insane Death is always waiting, hear the doorbell ring, go away Do you know what fate is, what am I thinking in my brain Outside of egocentric views, what’s the point of life All animals suffer in nature, like being eaten alive They endure all this shit, and for what? Just to die? Whoever said this shit has meaning, fuck em, it’s all a lie Sometimes in the middle of the night I cry because this shit is not alright like fucking why this world isn’t fine, my mind cannot be blind yet the darkness fills the light. It drives me mad like piercing glass in my eyes Life is forced to fight just to survive, shits is not right Why are all lifeforms on this exact same ride I can’t confide, I must keep all of this inside of my mind It keeps me up at night, what is wrong with life Why can’t I die, I’m so traumatized and horrified I can’t find a reason to stay online, other than not crossing a line, like the idea of suicide I don’t know what to even say In this world that isn’t great How could we begin to change Is there even a real way Or do we wait til it breaks No, not under these high stakes People gamble with the worlds fate And way too often they make mistakes Just for the people force to face the wake It’s a damn shame, it makes me hate this place Guess we wait until we break