Welcome to my Mind

I wanna die I’ve been saying this a billion times For almost nearly my entire life I just really want to fucking die But it’s not so simple inside of my mind I don’t want my family to be traumatized and I have a theory of everything that’s unified that I really need to bring to light So I guess I need to fucking stay alive Still I wanna die Welcome to my mine Welcome to my life Welcome to the suicidal ride I don’t know why but my suicide note somehow rhymes Is that cuz it’s somehow right, I still feel like I’m aligned like I’m not I’ll but actually alright, I see the severity of life, I have not lost my mind, I can just see through the lines I see through the natural desire to want to survive The pain and suffering I’ve seen with my eyes Has made me realize that the world as we know it, it is comprised When W = 1 comes to light, we will do whatever it takes to suffice When there’s a cost there is always a price And that assumes there’s expendable life I can’t even tell you how much that’s a lie Individual life is sacralized I’m talking about every single kind Not just human life but of all types That is life, it is all unified You are every single thing that dies, no matter the size, I’m sorry if that broke your mind, that’s just a day inside of my life. So maybe you can see why I want to die, that is why I wanna take my life, but suicide is not an escape from this ride it’s just a pause in the time, the suffering persists it still exists and hurts like shit it’s why must heal this planet I can’t let it be it is what it is, god fucking damnit, I’ll do what god couldn’t do cuz life deserves it, I can’t tell if it’s god or the devil that is in a panic Cuz I decoded the fundamental fabric, the one that wraps all around us, I discovered something gigantic I love the whole world that’s why I’m emphatic I wanna give the world the beautiful magic that can help the tragic actions Caused by man or any life that’s within it I think this is the beginning Just keep believing and loving in life in the people around you As soon as I publish the paper the world will change I guarantee you, it will be beautiful It will be wonderful it will be what the world deserves To make sure that all life on earth is given peace and comfort