idontknowwhoiamanymore

“Split Screen” (Verse 1) Look— I been livin’ in a split screen, two me’s, same frame One clean, one wild, both fiendin’ for the same thing One scream “slow down,” other yellin’ “maintain” One build, one burn, both tied to the same pain I been wrestlin’ with decisions I don’t even say loud Smilin’ in a room full of people, still alone in a crowd Got a voice in my head keepin’ score, breakin’ me down Sayin’ “you don’t deserve what you earned,” turn the throne to a doubt Yeah— And I can’t even lie, I been tired of the act Feelin’ like I’m runnin’ in a circle, never findin’ the track Every time I take a step forward, somethin’ pull me back Like the past got a chain on my ankle, tightenin’ fast What you know about carryin’ a weight you can’t see? Tryna be the man that everybody want you to be But the mirror show a stranger every time that you speak Now you question if the voice in your mind even you or a leak (Hook) I got two sides talkin’, I don’t know which one real One numb to the pain, other one tryna feel If I cut ‘em both off, do I lose or I heal? Tell me what’s a lie if the truth never revealed I got two sides walkin’, I don’t know which one lead One plantin’ the doubt, other one plantin’ the seed If I water the wrong one, what I grow I gotta bleed Now I’m stuck in between who I am and who I need (Verse 2) Hold up— Let me break it down simple so you get what I’m sayin’ I got a version of me that be prayin’ and stayin’ Out the way of the drama, keep it calm, never playin’ Then a version that don’t give a fuck, tired of delayin’ One say “forgive ‘em,” other say “never forget” One say “build bridges,” other say “load up regret” One say “you blessed,” other say “you ain’t shit” Now I’m caught in the middle like a coin when it flip And the scary part? I don’t know which one lyin’ ‘Cause they both sound real when they speak, I ain’t tryin’ To pick a side, I just listen, keep complyin’ But the silence get loud when the truth start dyin’ I been lookin’ for a sign, but it’s all in disguise Every answer got a question, every truth got a lie Every win got a cost, every love got a price So I’m bettin’ on myself, but I’m rollin’ the dice (Hook) I got two sides talkin’, I don’t know which one real One numb to the pain, other one tryna feel If I cut ‘em both off, do I lose or I heal? Tell me what’s a lie if the truth never revealed (Bridge) If I silence the doubt, do I silence the drive? If I kill all the demons, do the angels survive? If I bury my past, do I bury my mind? I been searchin’ for me but got lost in the find (Verse 3) Yeah— Maybe both of ‘em me, I just hate what I see One chained to the past, one breakin’ the key One stuck in the dark, one makin’ me free So the war in my head really makin’ me me I don’t need to divide, I just need to align Take the fear, take the faith, let ‘em meet in the spine If I balance the scale, I could finally define What it mean to be whole instead of half at a time So I’m done with the split, let ‘em merge, let it blend Every loss, every scar, every break gotta mend I was fightin’ myself, I ain’t need an opponent Now I’m finally at peace… at least for the moment (Outro Hook) I got two sides talkin’, now they both feel real One taught me the pain, other taught me to heal I was lost in the war, now I’m holdin’ the wheel Guess the truth ain’t a side… it’s the way that you deal