father save me

Feeling like i got no spot in this world I live maybe im just paranoid but I feel like some are gunnin for my spot wanna leave me under the plot like they want me living under a rock/ GOD please save the lot I have ambitions to be on top tryna get my life on lock hoping i get caught if I slip and drop/ I walk around in ignorance but I dont care what your opinion is cant be scared to be sentenced kid these Walls cant hold me in this bitch/ Sometimes I think about going out a martyr like its guilt like I ain't living right by the father need to clean up wheres the soap and water i hate being bothered/ I know GOD gone protect me if any try to check me how dare yall try to wreck me im not even on my hardest setting/// For me there aiming maybe there tryna play me don't matter im not falling for the calling no reason to hate me but for that I've been harden like armour/GOD put please reach your hand out not asking for a hand out I just wanna stand out and if it be thy will I wanna be the man now/// Tryna climb out this hell like where's the ladder I stepped in the ring waiting for the ding no time for chatter GOD please help me fight for what matters help me replace the crying with laughter/ I dont understand why my own family hates the man that I am im not apart of there plan so who can I call on to help me get out of this jam/ In times of trouble I look up I need to make a habbit to open that book up my life's been tough with luck I wonder if GOD put me thru the ringer to build me up to snuff/ No longer in the loneliest time of my life just the hardest but I dont know what my part is feel like im stuck and cant leave like idk where my car is hateful feelings of me so many harbor/ Walk the green mile but I can go farther foes trade for information of me like they barter that shit she did hit me in the heart like mr.carter no worries I belong to the father/// For me there aiming maybe there tryna play me don't matter im not falling for the calling no reason to hate me but for that I've been harden like armour/GOD put please reach a hand out not asking for a hand out I just wanna stand out and if it be thy will I wanna be the man now///