and lord I wait

and lord I wait and lord I wait i did not know if I could be if I could be someone you could use like me i didn't know if i could try to align my heart right to be one you smiled on at night i couldn't see past the ugly in me the false hopes lost dreams and his face i searched none found me just you oh, God ransomed me in Branson of all places a lost soul am I in empty faces and opened doors new invites came the man for me and alone he couldn't see couldnt find me hidden behind this thin red line of time