We were crying out for help put my family on a shelf only came around to tell me how you felt always now im getting bad

We were crying out for help put my family on a shelf only came around to tell me how you felt always now im getting bad grades young and full of rage I see them cool kids always catching e gazeIm fighting with the only stuff is leftMom im sorry that I hate all im really trynna say is one day I wanna be rich and get us paidDad how can you say you love me when you don't even love yourselfWe all know you are a man and hang with some bad friendsThen you trynna take me down for the weekendsThen my ma put up a fight and stood for what was right now i gotta better place to sleep at night.