Looking In The Mirror

im looking in the mirror and i gotta stay on my grind cause i see death its getting nearer through mess im still thanking God for every breath even when im under all this stress remembering nights in taft texas we where hoping for a crumb now im counting up these millions until my thumbs numb but if only you knew the money doesn't cover up the scars it just buy's a better view im still haunted by the all the ghost of the things i had to do project baby i was raised up in the dark started out with stolen bikes now im pulling up in a shark they want that chidda from a cage i want that chidda to stay paid o seen so many broth6turn snakes please tell me why the real ones turn to dust and the fake ones stay down here with us IN A WORLD FULL OF betrayals please tell me who can i trust so im pouring out some liquor i kept my head above the water while they spit right in my face im still that same kid from the dirt my soul harden i just learned to tend the garden i was begging for a chance now they all begging my pardon its a trip my life a movie but i never followed no script i went from jumping over fences to covering all my loved ones expenses i was looking outta focus bitch was doing hocu pocus hoping that no one would notice