r e h e a l all over again

“RE-HEAL” (Intro – whispered over clean guitar) Yeah… listen close… I just don’t want you to go… But listen closer— You need to know. (Guitar explodes in) (Verse 1) Every time you walk away I stitch the wounds you made, Scars across my ribcage From the promises you played. I start to breathe again, Start to stand on my own— But every time you come back You turn my heart to stone. I start to feel again— And I don’t wanna feel no more. Every emotion’s a dagger Dragging me across the floor. You break me, you break me, Shatter me in pieces— I rebuild in silence While your chaos never ceases. (Pre-Chorus) You say you’ll never leave again, You swear it every time— But your goodbye’s a loaded gun And I’m the bleeding crime. (Chorus – screamed) Every time you leave my life I fucking heal! But every time you come back in I start to feel! And I don’t wanna feel anymore— You rip my heart apart at the core! You say you’ll stay, then walk away— Now I gotta re-heal all over again! (Verse 2) Fuck love, man— I’m tired of this war. Tired of waiting at the door For footsteps on the floor. Without you I heal better, I find a little peace— But when I’m with you it’s electric, Like the pain will finally cease. Then you leave— And it hurts like hell, Hurts like a blade Dragging slow through a cell. Hurts like a bitch, Like I can’t even breathe— I’m always waiting for you Like I got nothing else to be. I’m stuck in the cycle, Your gravity trap— You pull me back in Then you fade to black. (Breakdown – heavy, chugging guitars) I… don’t… wanna… wait… I don’t wanna wait for you anymore! I don’t wanna break Just to rebuild on the floor! You’re the fire, I’m the fuel— You burn me down for fun. I’m done being your second chance, Done being the one. (Bridge – melodic but intense) It ain’t you— It’s what we become. When you’re gone, I survive— When you’re here, I come undone. I thought you’d never leave again… But you always do. So I’m choosing me this time— I’m choosing truth. (Final Chorus – screamed higher) Every time you leave my life I fucking heal! Every time you come back in I start to feel! And I’m done feeling anymore— Done crawling back to your door! You say you’ll stay, then walk away— I won’t re-heal for you again! (Outro – fading, raw) I’m not waiting. I’m not bleeding. I’m not yours to break. Goodbye.