self distancing

[Verse 1] Yeah yeah yeah yeah You say you’re feeling me Wouldn’t feel me Got to be feeling nice Fake smile on But I’m not feeling right Still I play along Top of my game in a room that’s empty You clap for yourself Never once you check me Why you treat me like a trophy on a shelf Shining for you But I’m breaking in myself [Chorus] Turn me back in time Put me in a time machine Back before I called you mine Back before you tasted mean Everything you do is everything to me Why can’t you just stay Just stay Just stay You just want you So I’ve got to get away [Verse 2] You only love you in my reflection Use my heart like your own protection Why do you feel like you must take Every little promise till the pieces break You just want to be there for you Call it “us” but it’s never been two I’m at the bridge of the chorus Same fight Same words Same hurt Same night [Chorus] Turn me back in time Put me in a time machine Back before I called you mine Back before you killed the dream Everything you do is everything to me Why can’t you just stay Just stay Just stay You just want you So I’ve got to get away [Bridge] If I could rewind the first “hello” Would I walk past Would I still let it grow Or would I save my heart Leave yours unseen Step out of your movie Out of your scene (yeah) [Chorus] Turn me back in time Put me in a time machine Back before I called you mine Back before I lost me Everything you do was everything to me Now I’ve got to break Break Break this chain You just want you So I’m taking me back again (yeah)