the evil I've done

when push came to shove i pushed till it all got fucked now i think im stuck here on the brink yeah im coming undone cuz i let you in and look what its done to me piece by piece took my peace then left me covered in blood barely breathin weeping in tears can't believe that she was my weakness all of these years down at my weakest the tears turned into demons just one of the reasons i hate you this way n why ill hate you in morning but more important i just couldnt see the warnings i dug so deep for reasons you cant comprehend im damned for what i said with no love i loaded the gun with anger instead n when it all came out , it came out how it was never meant but i said what i said cuz i never got to vent the pain held in this pen over the line i know the love died cuz i never felt it again then my demons rose up n won and in the end im hold up in my head chokin on smoke from the fallout i call out but noone comes im all out of love cant stand up run cant believe all the evil ive done there will be no sequel the evil is all ive become