Evil Draining

IM NOT EVEN UPSET JUST FEELING SET UP TO FAIL FAILING AT EVER FEELING MY BROKEN HEART HEAL DONT EVEN TRY TO REACH OUT ALL THE SUPPORT ENDS IM NOT LICKING ANY WOUNDS FUCKING TIRED OF FAKE FRIENDS LIKE YOU THINKING YOUR SO ABOLUTELY TRUE JUST WAS SEEING HOW U ACTING WITH OUT ME AROUND THE FUCK WAS YOU WASTING MY TIME FOR ACTING LIKE SOMEONE ELSE THIS COMPLICATION NEVER WOULDNT EVER TAKEN SHAPE AND TOOK OVER SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU MAKE UP CONVERSATION AND SHOW FAKE LOVE YOU LEFT ME STANDING ALONE YOU CAN TELL YOU GOT YOUR HEART SOMEWHERE ELSE OUT THERE ITS NOT BEATING NEXT TO ME SO WHY SHOULD I CARE IM A GO BACK TO BEING ME AND THINKKING ABOUT MYSELF I FEEL I WASTED ENOUGH TIME ON YOU MAKING MY DAYS UP HILL FUCK A SHOULDER TO CRY ON YOU GAVE ME A COLD EMPTINESS WITH ALL THAT LIEING . FUCKING DONT. NEED YOUR LOVE THATS WHY IM GETTING HIGH FUCKING DONT CARE ABOUT HOW I LOOK TO YOU I'll be that BABY DADDY DRUG ABUSER NOTHING BUT A LOSER. WHATS ITS TO YOU NOW IM WISHING I NEVER KNEW YOU DEVELOPING SELECTIVE MEMORY FUCKING NEED TO FIND SOME WAY TO FORGET YOU THESE ARE MY RHYMES THAT GET CONTINUED DOESNT MATTER WHAT IM SAYING IF IT ISNT GETTING THRU TO YOU SO UNIMPORTANT THATS WHAT I AM TO YOU FEELING YOU KILLED ME LIKE A ABORTION HEARTLESS AS YOU IMPULSIVELY GO ON RECKLESSLY COSTING ME SO MANY SET BACKS . FUXK WISHING YOU THE BEST JEALOUSY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH NONE OF THIS ITS LIKE YOUR TRYING TO TELLING ME IMPLYING I GIVE UP AND SLICE BOTH OF MY WRIST RAZOR SLIT DRIP BY DRIP DROPPING MY BLOOD PRESSURE UNTIL I AINT PLAYING OPPOSSUM LOVED YOU SO MUCH DONT KNOW HOW BEING WITH YOU BECAME SO IMPOSSIBLE YOU CANT EVEN BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR MAKING ME LEAVE MY ONLY HOME THINKING I WOULD HAVE BETTER CHANCES LIVING WITH OUT YOU AND MY DAUGHTER MENTAL SLAUGHTER IS ALL THAT BECOMES MORE PROOF I GOT. ALOT OF ADJUSTMENTS STILL TO COME ITS LIKE THE FUTURE ALREADY SUCKS SO I AINT TRYING TO LIVE THAT LONG NOT UNLESS IT COULDA BEEN WITH MY FAMILY THE THREE OF DOING WHAT WE ALWAYS WOULD DO NOT BULLSHIT NOT DIEING IN INSANITY