tragic

my mood keeps swinging hands all shaking eyes all winking as though I had a siren on my head so loud like the funeral bells are singing how do I survive this chaos I guess Iam the one to blame when I had fresh air to breathe I filled my lungs with poison and greed to live in a world of unreal fantasy these are the payback for my deeds how do I survive this chaos guess I went too far now it's all too late