last words

maybe it was the last words i wasn't good enough I don't what the fuck i did? she used to be so lovely to me. She never forgot our special day. I mean, she always brought a gift on our anniversary. i never thought i would fall in love. she tried to change me all the time, she didn't like the way I dressed. i had so many pressure in my job, but i worked hard just to buy clothes and she liked that. There was something about us that she didn't like when we were alone. We kissed so much that I got aroused and just wanted to take her to the bedroom. but she said it wasn't the right time. so when we finished, she went to her friends house . and i just got disappointed and cried like a clown. it was not the first time. it happened too much. One day we went to the university because I used to take her and watch her take the bus. she looked me in the eye and told me she got tried of me . she didn't wanna see me anymore. i couldn't believe what i was hearing.. my hear was beating so much, and my face down. I was depressed for a long time and went out drinking with a friend just to talk about her because she's hard to forget. she loved me but she decided to leave.