if love’s a war zone by sharkey ocean grown OG

I got issues baby, I’ve been betrayed by people I would’ve died for 💯 Gave ‘em my heart, now it’s scarred, yeah it’s bruised to the core Every promise they made hit the floor like broken glass Now I’m walking barefoot through memories of the past I was loyal to a fault, I was real to the bone They was smiling in my face while they plotting on the low Now my trust got a lock and the code hard to crack Every time I move forward feel a knife in my back Late nights staring at the ceiling asking God what’s the reason Why the ones that I love turn cold like the seasons I was fighting their battles, I was taking their pain Now I’m standing in the storm getting soaked in the rain But I’m still breathing, heart beating, I’m alive in the fight Got demons in my shadow but I’m chasing the light I got scars you can’t see but they living inside Every tear that I cried turned to fire in my eyes I been broken so long but I’m learning to stand Building strength from the hurt they don’t understand If love’s a war zone, I survived every scar Now I’m driving through the dark trying to find who we are Yeah I got issues baby, that’s the truth I can’t hide But I’m healing every day with the pain as my guide I remember all the nights I was there when they fell Now they gone, left me drowning in a personal hell Funny how loyalty fade when the pressure get thick People switch real fast when the road get slick I was carrying weight that was never all mine Trying to fix every crack while I’m breaking inside Now I’m talking to the mirror like “you gotta stay strong” Every bruise every cut turned to words in a song They don’t see all the battles that I fight in my head All the things I survived, all the tears that I shed But I refuse to be a victim of the lies they told I’m a diamond in the dirt, watch me rise from the cold I got scars you can’t see but they living inside Every tear that I cried turned to fire in my eyes I been broken so long but I’m learning to stand Building strength from the hurt they don’t understand If love’s a war zone, I survived every scar Now I’m driving through the dark trying to find who we are Yeah I got issues baby, that’s the truth I can’t hide But I’m healing every day with the pain as my guide Maybe one day I’ll forgive but I’ll never forget All the lessons in the scars, all the love and regret Every crack in my heart let the light shine through Turned my pain into power, now I see what to do I’m not the same person that I was back then I rebuilt from the ashes, now I rise again I’m still cautious with my feelings, got walls sky high But I’m learning how to trust without losing my mind Every step that I take got purpose and pride I carry all my wounds but I don’t let them decide Who I am, where I’m going, what I’m meant to be I’m a survivor of the storm, yeah I’m finally free They can talk, they can doubt, they can say what they want But I turned all the pain into fuel for the run Now I’m chasing every dream with a fire in my chest Every scar every tear turned me into my best I got scars you can’t see but they made me this way Every night that I broke built the man here today Yeah I got issues baby, but I’m owning my truth Every wound every war just proof of my youth I been betrayed, yeah it cut, but I’m stronger inside Now I walk through the flames with my head held high If you see me shining, know I paid every due Turned my pain into purpose — now I’m unbreakable too 💯