need to find a reason to carry on

time to pick it up real quick to find myself a reason to carry on and push forward through all the shit we face through out everyday. i guess i cant complain about the pain of goin insane at times when i need a lift to help me coast along and keep things moving along. i guess thats all we can do i mean i gotta let it go. i gotta let it go. i cant stay in my past you know. so mabey if i can get away from depression keepin me on a low flow of unneeded energy. must redeem everything about me to see the rain wont fall on me.