beginning of me

i set back i watch myself i have seein enough,i relocate i see niggas still hate i dont need no new fraands I've watch my mamaa struggle alone i kneel down just to thank God yu kneel down just to praise niggas ive left the hood so many times i still miss home,i could have stayed few more weeks i set back i watch myself lot to digest,lot to explore but i couldn't hold myself all the hate i see aint about me no bitch can make me cry i shed some real tears when i lost my grandma my daddy wasn't there for me so i gotta change for my son my life gotta be great i told God im so thankful im surviving even though im lost no pain can put me down im bleeding like period gals dont love me when i pull they used to think Sadboy is a Mafia dead wrong im legit even my ex is a Police officer who's above the law he lost his daddy ,we send our condolences,we get high everyday we say fuck nigga if yu play around,i got partners in the street i nearly kill bcoz of a dollar i dont have a dark heart i was raised well am 26 now nd i got a son to raise ,i need to raise money so i can buy rev everything for him i learn my lesson when i lost everything sadboy never kill Sadboy never miss *2 i was down i couldn't lift myself up my prayers are my solutions he went back to school but still do the same shit over and over ,his mother saved him but hes clueless not thank her i chill with him when his friends backdoor him ,i was truly with him thru bad conditions,im not here to save people but my purpose is to ride till i die she might be ugly but she's thick no nigga can miss her she will be telling niggas no backoff coz she want me she be moving like my type she tryna tempted me im a player i know i can get here with no sweats ,gals be arrogant if yu ask me ,i didnt chase her she wanted to my friend she chose me ,im her goal i couldn't fuck my friend but i swallowed my pride her ass was so big like Cardi she needed offset in her life but RIP to Takeoff me and her we are migos... hook