introspection

once upon a time ,a nigga came up with nothing family wise i had to look after myself my mother wasnt there for me i had to parent myself i cant let dis pain put me down all my prayers may be answers im still waiting for my replacement my ex claim the other me but i dont have a twin she left me hoping to find a better me i risk everything just to put a smile on yr face she's my baby mama i dont wanna lose her ,she can trip ,life aint easy for anyone lesbians wanna get down with me i dont care if she's a stud or feminie i still hit it raw i move like a boss OG's call me the GOAT ,Sadboy never miss i got kids i need to raise them mamas wanna raise me sugar mamas wanna bless me God plz bless me ,im just waiting for my time i don't wanna be a cop ,i hate police free every nigga inside and outside we all suffer from pain we dont care who can judge or not i love all my siblings no cap i will die for them life aint easy but we tryna figure out an easy way to success fighting Battle we can't win flying with no wings fucking same bitches the goal is to pass the next generation i will be in garden digging soil like souls i told her i want dat Voodoo she drive me crazy plzz baby dont let me lose my mind midget girls are my favourite city gals ain't for me they say "Sadboy ur baby mama white" i brush it off i dont wanna be racists im fucking white gals cocaine on my nose i smell Colombia,my nigga Palbo left and never came back i guess staying in the hood is best solution for me why would die overseas with no cruise to ship me on Madiba on my hand i can open every door