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I put my heart out in the open hoping it could ever be chosen but nope it just got frozen and out comes no one I’m out here all alone And I know Im no one But wait hold on I found something golden Covered In the snow but I see through cuz its glowing And as I get closer I notice what it’s actually holding An Omnipotent omen of resounding love and empathy exploding into the recipe that we grow in Ill comeback cold but now with me I carry a path towards healing the broken Yeah I am not chosen But yea I chose it Someone had to do it yeah someone had to stop it yeah ways conflicts Why is the universe godless Why is the pain so constant I broke down when I looked around at the world Seeing so many get hurt And so now No where to be found where’s my worth Think its deep down in the dirt Start to drown out all of the sound choked up on words Barely can get out a verse Don’t know how I could stand my ground on this earth Let alone the universe What I deserve I’m not sure I think that I am the worst I think that I should be burned I do think that I have learned But I don’t think that I’ve earned- What? To be here on this earth Like I think I should be shot in the brain and die in vain A forgotten name, a burned out flame, a story of shame and internal derange And Let me just say im a big mistake It sucks I’ve lived even just one day Im a disgrace to the human race I thought that I was okay But truthfully I shouldn’t stay I have stained my own face That doesn’t get washed out when it rains I’m broken and in pain but I know it doesn’t change a thing I’m sorry for even existing I think I should exit this whole living thing but before I go I have to give the world a bridge to unity and a global healing phase