Expired Broken World

Is it real? This world we know? Do the broken body parts re-heal, turn to gold? If I cannot be restored to something good If a miracle could hit me like it should When the devil keeps on mocking me, When I have to walk with broken knees Could the God please understand I tried to be some kind of angel Is the game all rigged? Am I an ant stuck in the web? My days are numbered… Could He provide a remedy? I know my blasphemies were a twist of consciousness It seemed as if we could still rise even if we faltered I don’t know what will happen next Please believe me now Show me there’s a way please show me now I don’t understand any of this life I just want solutions and something that can work I don’t think it’s real, I don’t think it matters If second chances come, then tell me now.