the truth2 red

yo what happen to you the love i hold in my heart was true us? mistakes to many drugs threw with each other.everyday so many ways...so many days have gone bye.i swear to god you was faking when you cryed.when together i always felt you was forever.i gues just charge it to da game....or wish you better?and go out in the world and take care of my lifes vendettas.i guess the powers that be...just wouldnt let us.forgett and forgive.acording to the way we live.this is siriowheus biz.....thats just the way shit is when you do everything to change!!i guess im just stuck in my ways..doomed to fuck my life up.the chances of u being my wife but...the trust just aint there..when i think of it it seems like u nver cared.butvthat dont matter now.when i think of my red..hope god reunites us when we are dead.untill death do us part i know im the reason that tore us ahpart .i dont know where to start at? but i know when i returnto the grave.its my heart to u i gave. hard for me t o exspress thins id like to say youll always be my heart till the day i pass away