welcome to my hell

how the fuck you save me im from hell ive bin walking with this bullshit to long you think you no me homie you dont no shit i come from debths welcome to my mess ima deme god died tomant not to be what fuck you think you cant kill me im already dead lifes a bitch then you die please dont cry i think ive bin hear befor out body experience im fuckin ferious seriously probly need some mental help welcom to my beautiful hell you cant take me outa the darknes i gota walk out on my own steady gripin crome dont give a fuck come from a broken home no mana there daddy gone getin fucked up cant say i blame um eather if i had 2 deal with that bitch ida off myself two she so fuck up no wounder Daddy fucked her up shes quick to the blame she got no shame beleleav me id like to take my aim make all the bullshit disapear today good thing i got my own kids to focus on or id of drowened from my sickness i no higher power my darknes woulda consumed me way to long ago im as real as it gets i dont live with the regrets of my past life bin murdered from my own demise twice shy im not a nice guy i relize life for the most part life not easy if it was id be as bitch made as the next guy just like papa was thats why you left me to find you with your insides out like i said welcome to my beautiful hell throw it on the fucking skale husle. till the day i die its in my blood i cant fucking lie im from a place you couldnt survive i dont cry unless its for the ones i have left that ive hurt me a bullshit i tell it how i see it just beat my charges again dodged a big bit there like i give a fuck fuck the judge he can suck my Dick too stupid you no what a dick do as i see defiant for a reason i needed a real reason 2 change im not talkin no bullshit bin threw a warriors life they cant kill me im the reason theres a struggle im strongest when im creep up on my opps at night you fucking get it yet you cant stop me this is beautiful hell shit caught by the punk police again racked up another twenty charges how hard is it to get it being the man i am isnt easy if it were all the life lost all the homie gone im still hear gota cary on im saveg as a beast you cant beat me iv bin to hell and back again what you fuckers think your system broken and it dont work im a product of this bull shit always on grind watching over my back im not dum enuff aint gunna let my demons come and consume take me away again welcome to my beautiful hell yup you no it no bail gotya fight for every breath i take like i said im a fucking beast aint no one changeing me but me right mom you still a bitch an i dont give 2 shits fuck you n the hell you surrounded me with only built me to the solja i am you cant kill im already dead like i told ya ill never fold ya so you keep fakein it ta make you look good in a snake skin i can see the demons in your eyes one day youll have to face it and all ya two faced shit untill then you keep on keeping on pretending ill die never surrendering into 2 all the storm you made me go threw and really thanks for that man shame on you for being such a fake statistical aperently by book bitch we both no thats fake this is the basics of the dude i am n ill neva back down to a fight welcome to the beautiful hell i once was in im neva giveing in be the man i am cuz of my strugles with no thanks to thanks mam so carrey on lifes a rollercoaster at least i aint costing this work i put make me the dad i am n woman you are i dont live with the scares you once gave i got real ones to prove who i am an the struggle that survived ya keep it up n ima have to buck you a warning shot i got god on my side you keep on live in your lies