ayeaah hnn #Apni kalam

ayeaah hnn #Apni kalam heart on my selekallm& its me Atul hnn ishq jeene na dee agr uski na rzaa kyu khone lga h tuuuu hn yu bewjhaa a kya haq m mere likhi bs ishq ki szaa hadoso se mai bs tottta rhaa jisko bnaya apna bs vhi lottta rhaa dheere dheere ykin duniya se uthtaa rhaa mai seekhta rhaa dam mera ghutta rha mai cheekhta tha drd m dukhta rha drd mai likhta tha dhuye ko funkta rha hnn koshise bhut ki khud ko mitaane ke kuxh hasde b zimewaar wjha tuhe bhoolane ki khauff mera sbse bda jb baat hoti tere door jaane ki yaade aa jaati h us veete vqt puraane ki jiitne chle the duniya aur mil toumat ishq m haar jaane ki ek hi chahat thi jo btai khuda ko tujhe pane ki jaan ksm loot lete tere liya khusiya zamane ki mai bs ek vqt ki jarurat tha teri bta deti nah ek baar kya zrurat thi is azeeb se bhane ki ni dikheee tuzhe khoon naa sune cheekhe mere kehraane ki khoon ke aanshuo se bheego diya kyaa puxhte ho tum baat mere is sirahnee ki jaa chlii ja tune toh koi baat b ni chodi ab btaane ki tu toh besharm behyaa tujhe kya jrurat bhla shrmaane ki am not good am not fine take a glass get some wine look into your pocket come makin some line hey i needaa aayour help am gone dine everyday struggle everdday am tryine hee lookat mee look into my eyes my heart broken organs not workin well am not fine mom am sryyy yoyr son had faild am not shine what the hell wass going why am keep crying what happened with me whats the matter nothing am just thinkin abut your last letter am not fine broh i thought my past is better now you will lost me but you have regret soon later fyk everbody fukin my hatters its real life broh na drama no theater jee gya agr m toh kisi din bn jau ga bhetar maine likha h drd hn bhut kuxh seh kr khuda na kre dekhna pde tumhe meri trha reh kr