Wish For A Perfect World, Hurt By The Loss

QB blaze Hell blazing heaven rising its who, i was guessing, Still holding on the old worldly positions, she wish for a perfect world so i give her a perfect world, Pain healing, grace giving, Mamma stop begging, Money racing, choice make the decision, point of view of any guy is strong and independent, money change, a soul, do u have question, perfect world needs a perfect man, sister dieds, while holding my hand, the worst part about it all, i can’t get any money, the different is, the hopeless, winning, Or losing, given not choosing, the fate is that main part of life, if u love u loss, or had no hate, love or hate, it the decides your faith, destiny passed the test u ate Part 2 Paranoia still haunted, Day u die, is hell on earth, the day u was born, the brith of the brightest star, why wasn’t i there, i try to better, at least im doing the bare, minimum, demons attack the same night, why did everyone fighting , mamma is denying, bother is crying, and papa is leaving, dad told me, u should’ve watched her, better, its your fault she died, this alcohol ain’t helping, u should feel guilt, have you thought of what you’ve done, she died, never smile, her baby picture hung, the wall, started talking, it help with my thinking, 10 days after you’re passing, dad was denying, and mad, he started drinking more, mamma left me and Jay with him, dad got aggressive, and abusive, 5 weeks later he was in jail, mom did not want to take us, foster home, I never do miss them, the wall talk more, dad ends up, killing his self, and me and jay took to the streets,