Here_today 

Here today  but might be gone by tomorrow  fuck I nvr wanna be the reason for your sorrows You can keep the cash no need to borrow  I know it's going towards another bottle  At the bottom do you find yourself  Does it really help ?  Pour me a shot cause fuck it at this point I feel I might as well  Have to meditate get my energies straight cause I have to climb out this mess  Can you smell the liquor mixed with nicotine on my breath when I pray to God Feels like a lie when I tell you I'm trying my best can you feel a heart in my chest  I hope you feel better that you left Empty promises never met  My mind won't let me forget slip n out of the stress waking mid night in my cold sweat don't act surprised now that im ghosted