save me

save me 1. i need help to free me from myself i keep drinking all the bottles off the shelf I'm taking my prescriptions but I'm still slipping no drugs in my system but I'm still tripping every day i try to relate but all i can see is death as my fate and it's right at my feet so pardon me for all my sins but losers like me we hardly win we play roulette we let the cylinder spins until it bangs so many troubles in my brain it's hard to maintain every day i look to the sky for help from myself and to keep me from crying I need some help 2. my plan for livings gotta change but I'm afraid I'm addicted to the pain im a runaway i hate the cold water from the rain feel like my life is going right down the drain it's insane the things I'd do cuzz I'm afraid of myself i feel like i need you but you only want yourself cuzz you're incredulous spread your love around town and now I've got to see a specialist cuzz I'm invested in this i can't quit but I'm getting sick bad taste i gotta spit I'm tired of getting played i need to be saved from the grave and i pray that it will happen one day i need help