tryin to do better

Verse 1) I’m sorry for the way I am, it’s hard to show the light, Caught up in my own mind, I’m losing track of night, Thoughts racing like a car,i feel the dreams take flight, But I’m stuck in this lane, can’t find my way right. (Verse 2) You deserve to be loved, not a heart wrapped in chains, I’m just tryna find the words, but it’s driving me insane, Every moment that we share, I’m feeling all the pain, Lost in my reflection, but I’m searching for the gain. (Verse 3) Late nights, deep thoughts, I’m battling my pride, Wishing I could turn back, let you in, let you ride, But the shadows keep me captive, it’s a constant slide, I’m sorry for the silence, baby, I don’t wanna hide. (Verse 4) Every tear you shed, I feel it in my soul, Trying to break the cycle, but it’s taking its toll, Dreams of brighter days, let me play my role, I’m working on my heart, just to make us whole.