yeah I know

I can't seem to get my head on straight accident happen then its too late what will be my fate yeah I know I'm not safe and I know I'm not fake but I keep taking abuse when I end up in the news don't be surprised that I suddenly just into my life I wanted to be a good wife have a good life drive stay alive no more I'm rotten to the core all the pain is driving me insane driving me to do something stupid yes and I was hit him with that Cupid now he's gone I'm not wrong all this sexual abuse went on night after night day after day and then what do I say I've got to pay for all my doing luring all the cockroaches been to the bed I lay there high wondering why did he do that to me what did I do wrong so I look over and I hit my bong on the bed there lay up on next to my pair of pants and I wish this had a little bit grown man sexuality it's a high takes over my mind yeah you do it a lot from me made me open my eyes and see people getting be so vindictive and really do other people wrong no it won't be too long till I'm not here anymore so you're not going to door find out I'm dead for the whole of my head and the lyrics would be red cuz you have been nice instead you will never know now