Pressure Point (08:49)

I been doing this shit I been standing on the biz i been making a Name, I been going all in on the phone on all ten switching lanes remember them days in the rain. them day i was going insane the pain i felt on them November nights I sat there and cried after my wife died all the pain tht I felt all the shame that was left didn't even help that I was on meth I couldn't breathe felt like it was my last breath thought it couldn't get any worse then this then it did felt like what the hell did I do to deserve this it was like every shot I took was a miss lost my grandmother 3months before getting out the pen only person in this world made me feel loved but that's when I decided I was done being Blindsided and got clean got on top of my shit told myself never again. so now everytime I'm feeling down man I just pick up the pen because I can feel them all around me when I'm writing like im touching the sky now I'm crushing every goal I have ever had I life it's going to take some time but for long I'm to be that guy bring me down shit don't even try in settin the bar high how you the shit dog when you ain't got shit no job you stuck in the middle but think you so hard but you so briddle i saying shit I know it's a struggle dog but you ain't gotta be a little bitch dog this anniston Alabama my stomping grounds dog you in the jungle now better get to learnng how to juggle before find your self in some trouble from plesant valley to 38 street in blue mountain down dogwood back to russle gott it on lock yo girl yo girl don't need come round me she going to get run through like them sluts do shit if I ain't feeling it might even give her to my uncle believe it this the shit I do to people like you to pople like me I don't know what yo ole lady see in me all I know it's all wet all up in my seat that's my little side piece got her strapped on my side like a nine piese I remember them days before my wife passed away hitting them back roads smokin crack off a can we was really out there out there man can't tell me shit about pain I don't even say or mention shit i just look like this real OG for right here a white boy from the sticks I'm not ever going to quit,all them things you been hearing Is probably true not giving a fuck is my policy think its a game I don't need no bitch that going to be playing mind games just my son n family even if most them don't like me all the bull shit I was on all the drugs I was on how I was always sneakin off just be gone with some ones girlfriend for the weeend while my girl at home just couldnt leave them whores alone what bout the bull shit I was on what bout the drugs I was on how I was sneakin off and just be gone with someone's girlfriend for the weekend while my girl home just couldn't leave them whores alone thought I was doing the shit found out real quick I wasn't doing shit all that gang bangin ain't c Babe I will provide for you I take n put all my heart into these rhymes so you no I'll put it all on the line for you so you know I ain't lying when I say I will ride for you Some one hurts you I will take this nine n pull it spend rest my life in prison for you I take bullet to the head straight die for you My love my loyalty is unmatched when comes to you baby Babe I know life's hard We all seem to wanna make choices that's not best for us But God's been putting me threw the test for some years now I can't even say I know he's real but what I can say is my love for y'all is I can't make us work if you don't want to make it work to And shit we gonna fuss but that's part of it My heart you own 98 percent of it I fucked up I always seem be good at that Had a dream we be a family living together you was so good to me I couldn't get out my head Wouldn't listen to nothing you said Made my self believe you was cheating on me The whole time you was my ride or die It was me defeating me Id do anything to have are family back again. I wouldn't ever fuck up like that again. I know telling you that don't fix nothing But babe I love you I truly do and I love you for you and nothing else Wouldn't ever try to use you Just work make that money so we can have some shit for us and are kids Im making a future as we speak I got it in me to win With or with out you I'm going up Nomater how much it hurts Trying take y'all with me though you so amazing in so many ways it's unmatched