care to be aware

wake me up to care and be aware of what path to decide for myself. let there be freewill of mind while bein insync with body and soul to know whats goin on yo. but on some real shit on how i feel i really miss the days when i had things goin my way when i had pussy i could climb into every night but been feeling hopeless on wether or not fate gonna finally bring my purpose back to me. may gods will be accomplished in the near future with a simple set of ease. cause i know im abundant and at peace in this place. cant give up and throw it all away. gotta take the pain and turn it into gain. i cant allow everything to jus stay the same.