Is there anybody out there

Is there anybody out there Is there anybody listening if there is then, then, can you come save me. save me from me im the only one thats seems to be the problem im in the lead Never wanted to be yet here i am still lazy stuck in the sheets with no means to be anything i had any dreams to be when i was a younger me. i really miss the feeling feeling of being free with no stress only happy laughter an smokin weed with my bros and homies. nowadays im just so lonely please soneone show me show me how can i be re happy because i feel nothing except defeat sureounding now i cant hardly breath. this presure is fucking killing me. after all that ive done dont you dare turn the other cheek im just tryna get back back into a time of peace these days dont seems to healthy for my wellbeaing so ill decide right now i have suicidal tendencies cant allow my demon off his leash you know my clothes be so fresh wih the crees never thought id be a drug fein but life didnt turn out so perfectly for anybody especially when nothing comes free and born a freak like me. so when i die please just pour my ashes in any random sea when im in the water thats when i can finally plea with my deparcher.