midnight ride with sirens

I again, apologize for the Mania. I'm telling you in my head, it's crazy broken ya explain it?, but you wouldn't understand not that it was even my plan, it was just all about happenstance. At a glance, I can see it looks weird, but when you get through the nonsense.\n Is it all just fear ? question mark stupid? Autocry, put a Dang exclamation. Never mind, nobody cares especially in my head.When , since my two year depression came out when all I really did was pout then they put me on medication like a coma, I fell numb, my decisions and thoughts feeling dumb.\nRunning and not even sure who from you understand.\n I was clear in my in my song. Mentally manic, emotionally ruined socially unacceptable. Expendable, some may say expand your view. You gotta see it through another lens. All we all want is our heart cleanse our mind clean, just leave me to be. Who is that nobody knows somebody cares. Over the last month, I've been on and off multiple crazy pills helped me with my rap skills.\n Still not paying the bills, I do it for the thrills, but that's a part of what's wrong with me. It's said commonly, however, I'm an anomaly. A prodigy no one as dog as me yet again. Amigo I apologize. For me yo And I also want to say, thank you\n Didn't know how much I needed you\n Not just with my phone upgrade.\n Or the bread that you paid which is nothing compared to the attention you gave no.\n Facetious.\n No sarcasm, here I love you, big John.\n For you, I'll always be here. When is foggy or when it's clear through the darkness, I will tear\nAnything down now?\nYou take care .\nTell the lady i'm sorry you know life's not fair tracked down buy an\nOfficer.\nHe asked me , are you lost , sir? do you know where you are? Kentucky sir is what I said bowling green cops smelling me n check the truck thinking I'm stuck out of luck no such thing field sobriety.\n Thinking about my priorities.\n Feet straight head still follow the finger, walk. The line count backwards from 49 and divide that by 7\n Square root.no food kinda hungry no fuel running on fumes however I refuse to lose or let loose of the noose butterfly abtuse bonified abuse and I can use this no diss solo Para audacity can't be seen dismissed missed again no diss just pissed and I won't miss