Damn shame

i said i miss you so many times. / every time it never changed anything, never make it better. your answer was / always just O . but O is a circle. an with a circle you keep going round an round. always back from where you started. going thougth same feelings gone thougth the same emotions. its feels like a big game . i be honest , its got me to the piont of gone. feeling like i cant trust nobody, just tierd , drained. its damn shame the things i have done. haveing no regrets , no shame. my eyes was shut, i didnt see i had everything i needed in this life. Always felt like we was falling behind, never no gain. a life full of pain is what i gave you./ it took you to walk out on me just for me see.An what i saw was a life full of heart ack an strees, everyday being a constant struggle knowing yall are not here. see i saw ,what i should have saw. Yall was my happy ever after,all i ever needed . this will hunt me til my dieing day. but im the one i got to blame. something that finally made me hang my head in shame. now not knowing how to pick my head back up. starting to think i will never be whole again. voled to stay alone so i will never love anyone again the way i still love you. our love i will carry with me to my grave.