Excepting Anything

Waking up the next day it's like a new journey to me having a deep thought make me love a bear My heart is damaged I need a pair I listen to backdoor like an anthem, free the voice they said I don't talk, I don't wanna split a blood I didn't realize I lost a diamond until he's gone I try to dig it off, but I was told it's a curse I could have not let it gone, but I blame it on God Now I'm Topic, Savior, Helper to my younger ones i can't count my achievements but my fam count it all I step into a new year then fucked it up the next day can't wait for another year to make it better Same me, don't give a fuck about a new year, I'm living the same forever y'all just capping, no one is fuckin repenting we're all chasing this money the money mostly comes from the gutter we gonna get it no matter what I got friends who got this money but problems are too much for them then they gotta find more money (too much money more problems) what are we chasin, money or heaven I don't even know the answer yet all I know is that I'm gon get this money then 50/50 if I go to heaven only God can Save me I never doubt nothing, I believe in coincidence if it meant to happen, I'll be ready for anything I'm at the crossroads waiting for my problems I'm always expecting any damn thing if it's Good and bad Got G.O.D with me I'm crushing it all ohh ohh ohh lord I'm expecting anything eventhough it's gon kill me I just wanna get it done