sober

u been pishing backwards i lack words to discribe how absurd this situation turns to i wish u said boy ill burn you instead of making me trust you ,the more i learn bout you the more inesrn for you but girl youll turn me to a fuckin creep whipe thst smirk of your face please you gott me stressing like i cant I'll beat this ur turning me cold butch i cant sleep, wish i knew in the first week, thst you were s trying to use me, look im no wussy im just tryna not to lose accsess to your pussy sondont push me you know baby is that so fucking crazyl Lately, it's harder for me to say I'm happy  Baby, my momma says we both look crazy This isn't the life I want for you and me I must be, baby Ive been living so lousy Trust me, there's a better life we can lead But we won't get there using this shit daily  Baby, I really think we should be sober  I'm starting to feel myself getting older Lately I can feel that your grown colder This life has made you stronger then it's spose ta I want to tell u it's over, I won't let them get ahold of us But baby, I'm afraid that you aren't ready You might agree, but then you'll start to resent ne Blame me, hate me and soon you would surely leave  me I'll scream for you and you won't hear me Just then she says subby you need to listen to me  Baby it's harder for you to say you want me Started crying and said that your not happy It's too late you fou someone that isn't like me And you've grown to love him when I was too high to even see You said Baby you been getting so high every evening Too numb to feel a damn thing  What did you want from me You chose that feeling instead of me I hopeyou can get the help you so badly need  For now I have to get my things and leave And please dont try to stop me  I have a car outside and they are waiting  I'm sorry it took you this long to hear me.