standing next to u is like standing next to perfection

Your body mesmerises my brain hypnotized I begin to explain A crucial particular thought I can not maintain You make me lose my mind I go insane My heart internally bleeds feeling pain What should i do forever stuck on you Chasing after a image of a point of view The seed you plant hatched split in two n grew Like a Phoenix rising from the ashes n flew If only I knew what u already knew Maybe I could of noticed all the fucking clue My hands lips n ears a frozen turning blue I'm walking in the snow so cold with only one shoe I tried cutting my head off think I Need some glue I'm obsessed with u your possessing me true Lie down in a field of daffodil feel like a isolated ant crawling up a green hill Serenity I need to feel secluded n tranquil My heart is breaking n I feel the internal blood spill Flowing words of poetry into a deep muddy landfill Slaughtering competition with freestyle explicit skill Trapped in a nightmare my nocturnal rainbow dream Under the radar deep space dead inside I silently scream Emotional tragic radiant illuminating truth like a Sunbeam In the end I walk in hell and eternally rein supreme Ultrasonic violent chaotic brutally extreme Your my drug I'm a junkie to u I'm your fiend Im addicted ur like a virus I'm needing to be in quarantine Exposure to u my dear friend is like a critical deal closure Poison running down my vein I'm loosing my composure The fine statement the final disclosure Lost time feeling no way to stop my self explosion Like rocks turning into sand a process of erosion My anatomical cell system is a giant infection slowly rotting by a slow surgical dissection Are u looking my direction I'm feeling ugly and can't take any more rejection Cause standing next to u is like being compared to perfection I miss our bodies entwined in a soul connection I wish I could show u my love n affection This is a murder over n over I'm a resurrection My complete complex warped mind conception I've been using a hypodermic needle for your injection Now your swimming in my bloodstream Like a locomotive running on steam Your a light in the darkness a stealth assassin with a infa red beam Or better yet your the chery on top of cream Hunters n collectors wats my your my scene Your my drug and I'm your addicted love fiend