I never know what to do

I never know what to do, when it comes to you , I try, but you refuse to let me love you , Is this the real you , or is this make believe too. I agree when you lie to me . Even though i know want to know the truth, I never know what to do when it comes to you, I still want you but it's getting easier not to feel you , when the curses are way too loud Love lives now under the black cloud tears have replaced the smiles i never know how to speak to you now, So much has been said now , we gonna drown when our bridge finally gives out, we tried everything but some stains you cant shout out, and they dont make a soap that could wash your mouth out, an I hate my hands for snatching you about, a regular man would of knocked your lights out, , YOU only love me when ya eyes roll back in ya head , The shit I put up with makes me feel like a coward, the sweet taste of love has died and we both have soured , its less fun being with you than with out you now , I don't know why your even here or why you want to be around i can hear you how you despise me without opening your mouth