loneliness
Verse 1 I wake up already tired, like sleep didn’t do shit, Chest tight, mind loud, yeah I’m straight into it. Ceiling staring down like “you good or you done?” I don’t answer back ‘cause I don’t fucking know, man. Mirror don’t yell, it just looks disappointed, Like it sees all the effort and where I avoid it. I’m trying my best but my best feels weak, Smile during the day, fall apart every week. Family in the house but the vibe stays tense, Love mixed with silence, nobody makes sense. Same walls, same air, same unsaid words, We care, but we hurt, and that shit still burns. Pre-Chorus I don’t scream, I don’t snap, I just shut down slow, Carry everything quietly, nobody knows. I’m fucked up inside but I still show up, Even when existing feels heavy as fuck. Chorus I’m fighting myself every day I’m awake, Lonely as hell even when I’m not by myself. My head talks shit, tries to tell me I’m fake, But I’m still here breathing — so fuck it, I stay. I’m not healed, not fixed, not claiming I’m strong, I just keep moving even when everything’s wrong. Life keeps pressing, testing my will, But I’m still standing here — yeah, I’m here still. Verse 2 I don’t got a crowd, just a tight-ass circle, Couple real ones who know I’m hurting internal. No fake plans, no phones blowing up, Just quiet nights and learning to toughen up. I see people laughing like shit’s always light, I wonder how they sleep without fighting their mind. I replay my thoughts till they blur into one, Asking “what the fuck’s wrong with me?” when I’m done. I want peace, not fame, not applause, not praise, Just a moment where my head doesn’t ruin my day. I’m not asking for much, just room to breathe, Just a break from feeling like I’m hard to be. Chorus I’m fighting myself every day I’m awake, Lonely as hell even when I’m not by myself. My head talks shit, tries to tell me I’m fake, But I’m still here breathing — so fuck it, I stay. I’m not healed, not fixed, not claiming I’m strong, I just keep moving even when everything’s wrong. Life keeps pressing, testing my will, But I’m still standing here — yeah, I’m here still. Bridge I’m not broken beyond repair, I just bend a lot, Carry more weight than I ever got taught. I cry when I’m alone, wipe it off, then I breathe, Tell myself “stay,” even when I want to leave. This ain’t a comeback, this ain’t a flex, This is me surviving the shit in my head. No pretty ending, no perfect still, Just me choosing to live — yeah, me choosing still. Outro If you feel this, you’re not fucked up or weak, You’re just human, trying to make it through the week. I’m still here, scars open, heart real, And that alone tells me… yeah, I’m here still.
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Verse 1 I wake up already tired, like sleep didn’t do shit, Chest tight, mind loud, yeah I’m straight into it. Ceiling staring down like “you good or you done?” I don’t answer back ‘cause I don’t fucking know, man. Mirror don’t yell, it just looks disappointed, Like it sees all the effort and where I avoid it. I’m trying my best but my best feels weak, Smile during the day, fall apart every week. Family in the house but the vibe stays tense, Love mixed with silence, nobody makes sense. Same walls, same air, same unsaid words, We care, but we hurt, and that shit still burns. Pre-Chorus I don’t scream, I don’t snap, I just shut down slow, Carry everything quietly, nobody knows. I’m fucked up inside but I still show up, Even when existing feels heavy as fuck. Chorus I’m fighting myself every day I’m awake, Lonely as hell even when I’m not by myself. My head talks shit, tries to tell me I’m fake, But I’m still here breathing — so fuck it, I stay. I’m not healed, not fixed, not claiming I’m strong, I just keep moving even when everything’s wrong. Life keeps pressing, testing my will, But I’m still standing here — yeah, I’m here still. Verse 2 I don’t got a crowd, just a tight-ass circle, Couple real ones who know I’m hurting internal. No fake plans, no phones blowing up, Just quiet nights and learning to toughen up. I see people laughing like shit’s always light, I wonder how they sleep without fighting their mind. I replay my thoughts till they blur into one, Asking “what the fuck’s wrong with me?” when I’m done. I want peace, not fame, not applause, not praise, Just a moment where my head doesn’t ruin my day. I’m not asking for much, just room to breathe, Just a break from feeling like I’m hard to be. Chorus I’m fighting myself every day I’m awake, Lonely as hell even when I’m not by myself. My head talks shit, tries to tell me I’m fake, But I’m still here breathing — so fuck it, I stay. I’m not healed, not fixed, not claiming I’m strong, I just keep moving even when everything’s wrong. Life keeps pressing, testing my will, But I’m still standing here — yeah, I’m here still. Bridge I’m not broken beyond repair, I just bend a lot, Carry more weight than I ever got taught. I cry when I’m alone, wipe it off, then I breathe, Tell myself “stay,” even when I want to leave. This ain’t a comeback, this ain’t a flex, This is me surviving the shit in my head. No pretty ending, no perfect still, Just me choosing to live — yeah, me choosing still. Outro If you feel this, you’re not fucked up or weak, You’re just human, trying to make it through the week. I’m still here, scars open, heart real, And that alone tells me… yeah, I’m here still.
Respect 🤜🤛