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[Intro – shaky, almost spoken] Yeah… I don’t got this shit figured out I just keep moving ‘cause stopping feels worse Fuck… [Verse 1 – storytelling, grounded] I wake up early just to feel late in my life Clock keeps yelling at me like I’m running out of time dreams in the air Smile at my family, then I cry in dispare Friends say “you good?” I say “yeah, I’m straight” But they don’t see the weight when I’m wide awake I’m proud of who I love, but I hate who I am Feel like I’m building something with shaking hands Boss talking numbers, I’m thinking survival I work my ass off just to still feel disposable I’m tired of grinding just to barely stay afloat Tired of being strong when I’m fucking broke [Pre-Chorus – voice cracking] I don’t need a miracle, I need a break Need a sign that I’m not too far gone to save I’m trying my best, but my best feels weak Still getting up even when I can’t sleep [Chorus – emotional release] I’m just trying to make it through another night Carrying the pressure, yeah, it’s heavy inside I bend, I break, but I don’t disappear I’m still right here Life hits hard, yeah, it don’t fight fair But I’m learning how to breathe through the fucking despair If I fall apart, I rebuild again I’m still right here, yeah, till the end [Verse 2 – family & inner conflict] Mama says she’s proud, I don’t know why If she saw my thoughts, she’d probably cry I hide my pain ‘cause I don’t wanna add More stress to a home already sad I watched my family age in fast-forward I learned love ain’t easy, it’s fucking hard work I wanna be more, I just don’t know how I got dreams too big for the life I got now I see my friends either stuck or gone Some made it out, some still holding on We don’t talk much, but the love stay real We all fighting demons nobody can feel [Pre-Chorus 2 – quieter, heavy] I’m not lazy, I’m exhausted inside Every step forward feels like I’m dragging my mind If I’m honest, yeah, I’ve been losing faith But I still show up every fucking day [Chorus – bigger, more desperate] I’m just trying to make it through another phase Another year where I’m stuck in my ways I scream inside but I still stand tall Even when I feel this small Life don’t care if you’re ready or not It keeps moving whether you heal or rot So I cry, then I rise again I’m still right here, yeah, still fighting it [Bridge – breaking point, almost yelling] I’ve been tired for years, not just today Smiling through pain like it’s okay I don’t want fame, I don’t want praise I just wanna feel like my life makes sense I fuck up, I learn, I fuck up again But I love hard, yeah, that’s how I am If surviving is all I know how to do Then fuck it — I’ll survive this too [Final Chorus – emotional peak] I’m still here after all this shit After every doubt, every failed attempt I carry my past, but it don’t own me I’m more than the scars they showed me I’m just trying to live, trying to grow Trying to love without losing my soul If this is life, I’ll feel it all I’m still right here — even when I fall [Outro – exhausted, honest] Yeah… If nobody told you today You’re doing more than enough Still breathing means you didn’t lose Fuck… We’re still here. If you want, I can: Make it even darker / more hopeless Add more melodic hooks Rewrite it from a first-person diary angle Or shape it exactly to a specific beat tempo or mood Just tell me how deep you wanna go.
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[Intro – shaky, almost spoken] Yeah… I don’t got this shit figured out I just keep moving ‘cause stopping feels worse Fuck… [Verse 1 – storytelling, grounded] I wake up early just to feel late in my life Clock keeps yelling at me like I’m running out of time dreams in the air Smile at my family, then I cry in dispare Friends say “you good?” I say “yeah, I’m straight” But they don’t see the weight when I’m wide awake I’m proud of who I love, but I hate who I am Feel like I’m building something with shaking hands Boss talking numbers, I’m thinking survival I work my ass off just to still feel disposable I’m tired of grinding just to barely stay afloat Tired of being strong when I’m fucking broke [Pre-Chorus – voice cracking] I don’t need a miracle, I need a break Need a sign that I’m not too far gone to save I’m trying my best, but my best feels weak Still getting up even when I can’t sleep [Chorus – emotional release] I’m just trying to make it through another night Carrying the pressure, yeah, it’s heavy inside I bend, I break, but I don’t disappear I’m still right here Life hits hard, yeah, it don’t fight fair But I’m learning how to breathe through the fucking despair If I fall apart, I rebuild again I’m still right here, yeah, till the end [Verse 2 – family & inner conflict] Mama says she’s proud, I don’t know why If she saw my thoughts, she’d probably cry I hide my pain ‘cause I don’t wanna add More stress to a home already sad I watched my family age in fast-forward I learned love ain’t easy, it’s fucking hard work I wanna be more, I just don’t know how I got dreams too big for the life I got now I see my friends either stuck or gone Some made it out, some still holding on We don’t talk much, but the love stay real We all fighting demons nobody can feel [Pre-Chorus 2 – quieter, heavy] I’m not lazy, I’m exhausted inside Every step forward feels like I’m dragging my mind If I’m honest, yeah, I’ve been losing faith But I still show up every fucking day [Chorus – bigger, more desperate] I’m just trying to make it through another phase Another year where I’m stuck in my ways I scream inside but I still stand tall Even when I feel this small Life don’t care if you’re ready or not It keeps moving whether you heal or rot So I cry, then I rise again I’m still right here, yeah, still fighting it [Bridge – breaking point, almost yelling] I’ve been tired for years, not just today Smiling through pain like it’s okay I don’t want fame, I don’t want praise I just wanna feel like my life makes sense I fuck up, I learn, I fuck up again But I love hard, yeah, that’s how I am If surviving is all I know how to do Then fuck it — I’ll survive this too [Final Chorus – emotional peak] I’m still here after all this shit After every doubt, every failed attempt I carry my past, but it don’t own me I’m more than the scars they showed me I’m just trying to live, trying to grow Trying to love without losing my soul If this is life, I’ll feel it all I’m still right here — even when I fall [Outro – exhausted, honest] Yeah… If nobody told you today You’re doing more than enough Still breathing means you didn’t lose Fuck… We’re still here. If you want, I can: Make it even darker / more hopeless Add more melodic hooks Rewrite it from a first-person diary angle Or shape it exactly to a specific beat tempo or mood Just tell me how deep you wanna go.
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