Really miss u

I really miss u i really miss you why did u leave me out of blue u didn't even leave any clues I don't know who to choose won't u phone me and tell me and tell the truth I feel like I am going through mental abuse am just making excuses to go through but anyways it's no use I thought there was nothing to loose but I lost u now it really hard to move people keep telling me I need improve so everything could go smooth but I refuse it's like my brain goes on diffuse it's just I cannot approve