Help Me

œ A woman once stood next to him shed be thwru thick and thin stay with for anyrhing he thiught shed be there forever then suddenly forever came and he was alone a again walking thru life alone no one to hold his hand seasons lost and a new one begins she finds a new friend, freinds turn into her new m1nan the man stands alone watching standing in the rain looking in amd he is stuck wondering and he is stuck wishing again so much for not giving in. these thiughts he has are just crushing him, thoughts of her constantly haunting him, he should have never ever ket her in as should have never became more than friends he lost his love and he lost his best friend sittin here refreshing our text feed you always have me stressing on pressed knees praying that you will get ahold of me desperate as fuck i hate how u make me pathetic my edicit lackin im beggin baby please can u help me, and then hold me, do u like to hurt me can u please shoot me a text geez i mean i been trying n finding anway to keep busy keep away from my phone and stop this obsessing baby lately i been dreaming of you undressing under the covers wishing u were pressing your little body against me bless me, i just sneezed i must be allergic to the dudes u be hanging with when ur not.around me i heard you mention his name around me and i admit i get so angry i cant control it its like an animal bursting from within me, plz forgove me we can talk about it this evening if you join me, now can you please just text me i promise i was only messing when i told you you were dead to me u must not understand my humor okay i admit i took it too far and it sickens me, my blood been thickening every second ive been waiting for you to get a hold of me uh oh oh no wont let go of my ego bro its just too much for you to know you will never know the struggle thst i had to n thst i had to grow thru, ppl sayin they know you the love you but if u called em they just wouldnt show up for you. slow up then you picked a problem with the old you just knowntheres my old me thst doesnt fuck with you if u dont fuck with me, fine by me cuz i can be the type of seed that will grow up to be a fucking 10000 foot tree leading the canopy so can i please show u a side of me the one that im embarrassed to show to anybody cuz of the fewr they may joidge me of fucking make fun of me im just chillin killin time you see the time it takes for you to meet the real me may vary depending on who you are claiming to be and how confident you seem sometimes that shit bothers me im going bonkers this evening what is it baby do u hate me and cant stand me i meen what the fuck you seemed pretty happy snd pleased with me lately probably cuz ur getting dicked down by some other dude who isnt me you are such a fucking bitch are u kidding me hold up im getting too agead of myself i can control my outbursts see? baby can u please shoot me a text i mean geez ive been unread since i blew off my head in 2017 stuck in this hell, where i will always be, 3 dots is all i can read i mean jeez can u please shoot me a text geez i mean i been trying n finding anway to keep busy keep away from my phone and stop this obsessing baby lately i been dreaming of you