I'm sorry I should of been there

RIP to my big bro Clayton Sullivan AKA the ghost yeah i been wondering if you forgave me for not being there for you when tumes was rough and hard im truly sorry I was lost and focused more on my self instead of noticing that you was struggling it's all my fault I should have seen the signs I should have noticed that you needed my help I was so blind by my own stupidity focused on myself and not worry about you (repeat) im sorry the things that you was going through and i was struggling with we could of become stronger together now im without my other half of my team ill ride for you id die for you i wish i could of at least gotten to see you smile one last time it's all my fault I should have seen the signs I should have noticed that you needed my help I was so blind by my own stupidity focused on myself and not worry about you