“The story of if I can’t sleep 💤…Featuring Datbedatricc aka Trustnotonesoul

If I can’t sleep Immah write it all down all night, doing my best trying to focus on my life’s insights, I m better than this I’m better than that, why did I leave it up to the demons chasing this cat…um, no, I better get it right, mama, hell no, I ain’t alright, I can’t believe I’m striving so hard trying to keep, I don’t even see me, in the mirror the man in that mirror I don’t acknowledge him, but what am I to do, when he comes to face to face again, the last choice I made benefit above the rim, challenges sustained, my veins is in the palms of GODS hands, it’s the only way I must understand, as I light up so bright the world is yet coming, coming to set up taking these chances, I’m tired of doing the devils dances, immediately I opened up of can, of whip it good, every task that I react to every day is a good day or bad habit to, think like ah man or else the choice to think like GOD, no need to try to run far, the further ya get the faster you die, willing to try, running around with your head chopped off, suicidal attempt almost jumped off the loft, when I hit the ground head first, I felt that my soul burst in flames that’s ah damned shame I’m selfish in my own ways, tried to take my life cause I didn’t want to stay, I was ah rage trying to escape, felt like my request to GOD was late, now tell me, was this the wrongful fate….i wasn’t hungry enough to debate, but the devil threw it all in my face, his evil works slapped that taste out of Mae, I set my soul on fire when I was to claim to being set free, I believe in the G, can’t no one else arrest me but me, wiped this filthy dirt from beneath these feet, I don’t wanna live like this no more throughout this poverty taught me about accountability, and that’s who met me at the front gates, I was rudely knocking on heaven s door, I screamed to GOD I DONT WANT NO MORE, can you please save me open up these pores of mines, I ain’t speaking on dropping ah dime on myself all I did was take that book off the shelf, read the word now all of ah sudden I’m rapping with pronouns and verbs, now y’all just heard, a new episode in reverb, I ain’t creeping no nonsense but the crook in me better jump that fence, or else GOD has to rinse, what didn’t value but I resist, cocking my right hand and tightly my fist, and if I lie I’ll be rapping with ah lisp, lift me up set me to the side for ah minute and if I get loose better lock that door cause when I come I’m coming back, these are actual facts, bottom lip will never dropped like that but I’m asking who’s next? Check mate while I deliberate, Mr Fog said switch but don’t be late as I inhale that smoke THC just choked the hell outta of Mae…allow me to fly this plane so I can’t complain even when I’m running this train operations is all good up these brains, sounds insane! Datbedatricc lanes…..