pain?

Yeah, I didn’t know. But I can tell that those eyes, They’ve been lied to, The same when I look at the mirror, The day I woke up after you terrorized me, Funny how the world tells its ways, And only if you turn back that day, You could see the weight of my tears, See how much it hurts, Insanity that describes me, No matter how cruel you have done me, I still hate to see you bleeding, I only wish you nice things, I can’t take this hard win, If this means I win, then I would rather lose everything, It’s just the fact that I don’t really want to lose you, But it already happened, So why does my heart keep on loving? Why am I still eager to know what’s wrong with you? Do you even still remember how much you meant to me? And i question myself, Every night fore i sleep i keep on thinking,