totality

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(Intro) (Sound of a lighter flicking, exhale) Yeah. Totality. I see the whole picture, girl. Every pixel. Every scar. Listen. (Chorus) I love the dark side, light side, every single mood I love the attitude, gratitude, even when you rude They let you down, left town, broke you to the bone But I’m the concrete, baby, you ain't ever alone. I see the Totality. (Yeah) I see the Reality. (Yeah) No matter what you saying, girl, you everything to me. I see the Totality. (Yeah) I see the Reality. (Yeah) I’m the only one listening, waiting patiently. (Verse 1) You funny, you smart, yeah, you sharp as a tack But I see the skepticism riding on your back You built a whole fortress, you guarding the gate Scared that I’m leaving, just lying in wait But look at the steps that I took just to stand here I walked through the fire to make the fog clear The voices are loud, yeah, they screaming in your brain Driving you crazy and driving you insane You say you too hard to love, say you a mess But I see a queen who is dealing with stress You beautiful, tragic, amazing, and deep The kind of a woman a real man would keep So yell if you want to, and cry if you need I’m watching you struggle, I’m watching you bleed But I got the bandages, I got the time I see the punishment, I see the crime. (Chorus) I love the dark side, light side, every single mood I love the attitude, gratitude, even when you rude They let you down, left town, broke you to the bone But I’m the concrete, baby, you ain't ever alone. I see the Totality. (Yeah) I see the Reality. (Yeah) No matter what you saying, girl, you everything to me. I see the Totality. (Yeah) I see the Reality. (Yeah) I’m the only one listening, waiting patiently. (Verse 2) Let’s go to the root, yeah, the source of the pain The reason you standing out there in the rain You didn't deserve all the hurt that you got The trauma they gave you, the battles you fought The lack of the love from the one called "Mother" Disapproval was cold, looking for another Way to escape from the hole in your chest She failed you, baby, she failed at the test But that ain't on you, nah, that isn't your sin You gotta let go so the healing begin Everyone left you, they crumbled like dust Shattered your confidence, shattered your trust But I ain't "everyone," I am the One I’m standing right here 'til the battle is done Make a decision, or take all year I promise you, darling, I’m still gonna be here. (Bridge) It don't matter if I make it through the night. It only matters if you see the light. I’ve been honest and true, I got nothing to hide. I just wanna be the one standing by your side. One standing waiting. One standing listening. While everyone else is just talking. (Chorus) I love the dark side, light side, every single mood I love the attitude, gratitude, even when you rude They let you down, left town, broke you to the bone But I’m the concrete, baby, you ain't ever alone. I see the Totality. (Yeah) I see the Reality. (Yeah) No matter what you saying, girl, you everything to me. I see the Totality. (Yeah) I see the Reality. (Yeah) I’m the only one listening, waiting patiently. (Outro) Waiting patiently. Totality. You the most amazing person I ever met. Smart. Beautiful. Strong. Even when you hurt. Especially when you hurt. I got you.

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