locked up an lonely by sharkey ocean grown OG

Locked Up Lonely Intro Yeah… It’s quiet in my head, loud in my chest Feels like freedom left me, chains on my breath Hook I’m locked up lonely, even when I’m free Same cold walls closin’ in on me Ain’t no bars around, but I can’t escape This silence feel just like a cell block gate I’m locked up lonely, no one hears my cry Crowded room, but I’m dead inside Feels like jail when your soul on freeze Locked up lonely, on my knees Verse 1 I done walked these streets but I feel confined PTSD memories doin’ time in my mind I smile for the world but I’m hurtin’ alone Phone full of contacts, still nobody home I remember nights with my back to the wall Talkin’ to God hopin’ He’d answer my call Freedom on paper but I’m servin’ a bid Every regret got my heart doin’ bids Pre-Hook They say “be strong,” yeah, I heard that before But strength don’t help when you’re sleepin’ on floors Of your own thoughts, yeah, they lockin’ the door I’m countin’ days but I don’t know what for Hook I’m locked up lonely, even when I’m free Same cold walls closin’ in on me Ain’t no bars around, but I can’t escape This silence feel just like a cell block gate I’m locked up lonely, no one hears my cry Crowded room, but I’m dead inside Feels like jail when your soul on freeze Locked up lonely, on my knees Verse 2 I miss who I was ‘fore the pain moved in Before the nights got long and the hope got thin Every loss left a scar on my name Now I flinch every time someone promises change I see my reflection, don’t know that face Eyes tell stories I can’t erase I ain’t ask for pity, just space to heal But loneliness got a way feelin’ real Bridge If this is freedom, why it hurt like chains? Why my heartbeat echo like cellblock names? I pray one day I break these walls Till then I’m here, hopin’ I don’t fall Final Hook (Emotional) I’m locked up lonely, please let me breathe I been fightin’ demons no one sees If you hear this song, just know my pain Ain’t every prison got steel and chains I’m locked up lonely… still tryin’ to believe That one day this door gon’ open for me Outro Yeah… Locked up lonely Still holdin’ on