Faded (I don't wanna live no more)

I don't wanna live no more That's my mantra 30 fuckin lives not 4 Like Contra Stuck inside my prison cell in my mind Created a living Hell Can you find Your way thru the endless maze That you made up Hoping for brighter days I'm so faded From the fuckin beginning i saw myself winning Outta control i keep on spinning (i need something fullfilling) The trouble I caused Assets and the flaws Breaking their laws i scratched back with my claws Darkness and the light My opps, say Goodnight This battle I fight Keeps me up at night Sick of the struggle I'm sick of this pain All that I juggle it Drives me Insane The numbness i live for The drugs took their toll Sleeping on the damn floor Almost sold my soul I don't wanna live no more That's my mantra 30 fuckin lives not 4 Like Contra Stuck inside my prison cell in my mind Created a living Hell Can you find Your way thru the endless maze That you made up Hoping for brighter days I'm so faded