On the run

Everyday im out here countin my blessings they telling lies have you second guessin remember hiding hundreds in the mattress cut a bih off if she not fukin because Lil hoe I gotta have it they been asking "where is breezy" been on a money mission doing spints bruh every hoe i fukd remember like a Google back up fuked off a couple bandz now I let it stack up them 30 and zans make it hard for me to sit up been a real one since I hopped off the porch and ever since i been plotting my next move like im down in the 4th Streets pillow talkin whispern like a silent roar came from the bottom talkin picked myself up off the floor and turn my back on the fake they say they full of envy like where was you at when I didn't have a penny Haters on me like the devil so i can't let em get me laying all my problems down right now they gonna miss me and gotta keep my head on a swivel i dont know who to trust keep the blick feeled like a kidney it cant wait to bust gets dangerous when you serperate the love from the hate shiit hurt thinkn its a dream but they took your soul life got me walking on thin ice my heart done turnt cold she be choosin off forgiveness i be like fuk that she did it we livin a evil world everyday im thanking God im different i say thank God im built different my problems borther me I get no sleep Bad ones by my side praying they don't leave opps dying daily im waken up like who's next nikes on my feet I be running to em checks