only time I Feel safe

only time i feel safe (Verse 1) Only time I feel safe is when I'm lost in the haze, Dark nights, bright lights, thoughts tangled in a maze, Heart racing, I’m pacing, demons whisper in my ear, Pouring out my soul, but the bottle’s what I fear. Got my guard up high, but the shadows creeping close, Trust is like a ghost, always haunting what I chose, Late nights, street fights, memories I can't shake, Chasing dreams in my sleep, but reality's a snake. (Verse 2) Feeling heavy in my chest, like the weight of the world, Every smile’s a disguise, man, it’s hard to stay unfurled, Lost friends, dead ends, yeah, the pain don’t fade, Only peace I ever found was in the songs I made. Running from my past, but it’s chasing like a ghost, Only time I feel safe is when I’m lost in the most, Ink spills on the page, it's my therapy at night, Raw thoughts in the booth, turning darkness into light. or