ever since I youngster
#WWG187 ever since I youngster lived my life on the edge trippin off the dope always ducking the feds thoughts suicide bout to jump off ledge all the drugs up in my system start to fuck with my head had to keep on pushing work so I could sleep in a bed I got locked behind bars while my friends end up dead thinking to myself I need to get on some med then the judge hit gavel gave me rehab instead finally got up the dope and finally started to heal tought me new ways I can cope tought me new ways to deal with the voices and emotions that I battled inside now im grateful everyday i wake up that im alive took control of my life not just along for a ride they used to ask me how im doing id look em right in eyes id tell em that I am ok that im doing just fine little did I know they always knew iwas high lost my kids respect everytime that I lied didn't see i let them down left them broken inside one hit away death with no one by my side 11 months into recovery speak on my name with pride smiles on thier face no more pain in thier eyes now i keep it real i got nothing to hide when they talk about they daddy now they heads are up high and I may not be perfect but they know that i try and ill always have they back until the day that I die looking back up on the past sometimes a tear fills my eye thinking bout the time I wasted i won't never get back how many hours that I spent out there chasing a sack how many people i let down when they needed me most searching for me in the dark iwas gone like a ghost now im there to pick em up everytime that they fall if they need someone to talk im the one that they call when they need advice man I been through it all I can help them through struggles whether big or they small help em stay within the lines so they dont hit the wall as Im pushing towards success never slow down or stall to build a future for my loved ones that is bright for us all and the day lay to rest ill be standing up tall ever since I youngster lived my life on the edge thoughts suicide bout to jump off ledge 11 months into recovery they speak aon my name with pride smiles on my face no more pain in my eyes
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#WWG187 ever since I youngster lived my life on the edge trippin off the dope always ducking the feds thoughts suicide bout to jump off ledge all the drugs up in my system start to fuck with my head had to keep on pushing work so I could sleep in a bed I got locked behind bars while my friends end up dead thinking to myself I need to get on some med then the judge hit gavel gave me rehab instead finally got up the dope and finally started to heal tought me new ways I can cope tought me new ways to deal with the voices and emotions that I battled inside now im grateful everyday i wake up that im alive took control of my life not just along for a ride they used to ask me how im doing id look em right in eyes id tell em that I am ok that im doing just fine little did I know they always knew iwas high lost my kids respect everytime that I lied didn't see i let them down left them broken inside one hit away death with no one by my side 11 months into recovery speak on my name with pride smiles on thier face no more pain in thier eyes now i keep it real i got nothing to hide when they talk about they daddy now they heads are up high and I may not be perfect but they know that i try and ill always have they back until the day that I die looking back up on the past sometimes a tear fills my eye thinking bout the time I wasted i won't never get back how many hours that I spent out there chasing a sack how many people i let down when they needed me most searching for me in the dark iwas gone like a ghost now im there to pick em up everytime that they fall if they need someone to talk im the one that they call when they need advice man I been through it all I can help them through struggles whether big or they small help em stay within the lines so they dont hit the wall as Im pushing towards success never slow down or stall to build a future for my loved ones that is bright for us all and the day lay to rest ill be standing up tall ever since I youngster lived my life on the edge thoughts suicide bout to jump off ledge 11 months into recovery they speak aon my name with pride smiles on my face no more pain in my eyes
Respect 🤜🤛