life

my life is crazy, you wouldn't believe it things that I see on a daily, I'll be lying if I said that it ain't changed me I'd be lying if I say that I love it I don't know no better feeling than graduating from that shoe box my aspirations was copping a whole block, sliding in the foreign with no top, so I got more focus than the trick at a truck stop them people been tailing me trying to connect the dots, cuz b**** has been on ever since I left the cell block getting crossed by a n***** your new since the sandbox I guess that's when all that giving a f*** s*** stop somebody asked me how long do I think this can last you keep knocking on the devil's door and he going to answer your ass you see life have a n**** out here ready to crash, that money is the root of all evil but we doing it all for the cash I wake up and I put my pants on just like you, but you and I both know that I'm nothing like you, you ain't got no motion, you don't have no juice and that b**** that told you you was everything she mad cuz it was a fluke all I can give you is my truth and my life on a day-to-day is my proof broken promises, crushed dreams, ain't nothing new, people telling you anything that ain't nothing new I just tell them him I deserve everything that's my point of view I know I'm sick and you can't fix it with no chicken noodle soup I bought the blick cuz I got the habit to knock something loose